11 12 / 2013
I wish 300 people would unfollow me. Hell, I wish I had 300 people TO unfollow me.
I just got a TON of really angry messages about the giveaway lol… and lost a shit ton of followers that apparently are really upset that they lost..
It makes me kind of iffy on posting anymore giveaways after this one…
That is really weak. I will never understand humans o: I followed you a few days before I recognized the giveaway because of your awesome creations and because I hope to see more if you (: I will stay (:
24 10 / 2013
goldylockspox asked: Hey Monika! Congratulations on all the progress you have made, you're doing great! Don't let anybody get to you or detour you from your ultimate goal because they are just passerbys and what matters is you, your happiness, and people who support and love you only. :)
Aww (: Thank you very much for this x) That’s so lovely (:
That means alot to me (:
btw. you have a very adorable profile pic and I totally love all these cute things you reblog and share <3
I hope you have a nice day (:
09 10 / 2013
Hey boys and girls (:
Sorry that I didn’t posted something until now. But I was sick and had alot to do~
The training was awesome and funny and I was told that my voice (which I trained myself since april) is already pretty good to work with. Only a final touch is missing.
This made me pretty lucky and I am sure that I can start to life fulltime as a girl next year (: I should’nt have any problems with the passing (:
25 9 / 2013
Today I had my first IPL-Beard removal… It felt like a few seconds up to a minute. With the first “shot” my eyes were already filled with tears. This was a pain I wasn’t prepared for. I don’t know how I should get through this. I have to do it, of course, but it hurt so much.
But! Even this day was awesome anyway, because I got the date for my first appointment for professional voice-training (:
It’s next monday and of couse I will let you know how it was (:
11 9 / 2013
Heyhey, I just got green light for speech therapy and for beard removal (IPL). I totally hope that I can start soon (:
10 9 / 2013
why does getting boobs cost so much? why are hormones so expensive? why the fuck do I have to pay just to feel comfortable?
In which country do you life that you have to pay for hormones Oo ?
08 9 / 2013
With the newest Pokémon Games X & Y, Pokémon finally become a Digimon game. Lol. Can’t see much difference anymore. What’s not bad because I like Digimon, and Digimon never got a good game :P
But I don’t own a 3DS ):
03 9 / 2013
I look more and more female. My ex already said that I should stop shaving when I don’t want to get “discovered” in my current job. This was kind of an huge compliment (: !
I am pretty sure that I will have shoulder long hair until christmas or at least a little bit above my shoulder (:
Today I am waiting for an E-Mail if I get my IPL-Therapy this next weeks or later. It will cost 50 € per session. And it’s for the science, that maybe futur-german-transgirls will get ipl paid by the insurance. Omg I hope I wrote everything correct. But I hope you got my point (:
Also I don’t know if I should already apply as Monika for a new job or as my old male-version of me. I still didn’t started “Logopädie” (Professional Voicepractising). I hope your word for it is similair xD Help me D: Throw expierences at me x)
26 8 / 2013
Sorry that I didn’t posted anything for a while. I was one week in Croatia and a few days at my mums house (: Also me and my (now) ex-girlfriend moved together in a small village near her work. We decided a few weeks ago to broke up, because of my transsexuality. We love us as much as possible, but I can’t force her to stay in a relationship with a girl when she only like boys. It’s okay. We cried alot and are confident that we can handle it. Also she helps me to shop some new clothes this week.
I practised alot with my voice and I get better and better (:
Nearly my whole family and kinda like 50% of my friends already know and everyone is supportive. I still didn’t heard some bad word since my first outing. Only some stumbeling questions x)
At last: My hair is growing well (:
Next Wednesday is therapy again (:
30 7 / 2013
First of all: I’m not a native speaker, so please excuse my mistakes. Yesterday my mum didn’t stopped to ask me via cellphone why my girlfriend and I want to quit our relationship when we still love us.
I visit my mum in the 3rd august week and wanted to tell it to her personaly?. But at she asked me “Do you don’t like girls?” I decided to tell her the whole truth.
So I started to explain. I dxplained it to her without any words like transsexual, transgender or anything similair. I just said how I feel, how my situation is and what I want to change in future.
She cried a lot. But she said she cried because she can’t imagine what pains I went through in my life. She is ultra-supportive and now I finally know that she will ever help me. With everything. Next step are my brothers and sisters.
Wish me luck and be brave with your own coming out as a transgirl or as a transboy. I love you all.